Guilty Pleasure

I'm trying my best to resist.
Should I indulge?
My conscience stops me.

I'm terrified to say the least,
Expectations I may not meet.

I'm at awe while I stand beside you,
Amaze with the things that you do,
I was advised to keep at it & see where this goes,
You surely don't know..
But, you're my guilty pleasure. :-)

Costumes, Pumpkins and all...

It's been years since I wore a holloween costume. Highschool pa ako nun... at ang dahilan kung bakit ako nag-costume ay dahil ayokong mag-uniform (it was an excuse! kasi naman sabi nila either uniform or costume lang daw sa school). So I went last minute shopping and came across a 'french maid' costume in a bargain bin at wallmart... kaya ayun naging french maid ako.

So fast forward 7-8 years later... Eto ako ngayon thinking for once seseryosohin ko ang holloween! So this year I'm going all out. It's not like I do this on a yearly basis kaya cge nalang. Timing din naman kasi I got invited by one of the directors in the office to attend a private party. Bongga diba?!?!?!! So I'm taking friends and anyone who wants to join us. The more the merrier sabi nga nila. Ngayon mostly everyone is trying to keep their costumer a secret... para surprise daw. Ka-eck-eckan nga naman... HaHa. KayaI won't reveal it na muna, just watch out for the pics =)

Speaking of costumes... I was out with Len the other night checking Party Market and Party Packagers. To say the least I was disappointed sa mga costumes. Ang gandang tignan ng packaging pero pagbukas ang cheap nang dating...siguro I'm asking too much for $100 worth of costume o kaya naman mataas lang ang expectations ko. Tonight we're going costume hunting downtown. Sa dinami-dami ng mga tindahan 'don I'm hoping na sana meron akong makita.

Summerlish at Caju Restaurant

One joys of calebrating summer in Toronto is Summerlicious, where over 130 of Toronto's finest restaurants offer their best dishes on the menus for very affordable price! The prix fixe menus are available at lunch and dinner at unbelievable price points.

Lastnight's pick was Caju, a Brazillian Restaurant, courtesy of Bri. Food was great, neighbourhood is beautiful, price was awesome...and my possies were superb entertainers! =) We ended the night with a cup of Javas, Latte and mixed berry cheesecake.

For you... (You know who you are) =D

"I will always care & love you, but not it's not the same anymore... I simply fell out of love..."

a cop out & makes him faultless.

"It's not right, but it's really because of *insert more excuses*"

Poor coping skills if you ask me!



You are better off without him,

You are where you need to be,

Doing the things that you should be...

Improving yourself,

Loving what you have,

Appreciating what surrounds you,

Enjoying the company of your friends & family,

Living,

...and simply enjoying life!



Cut your ties.

Let him go.

Let him be.

Take yourself out of it.

Walk away & don't look back.

If you find your way back into each others lives down the road, maybe it's meant to be.



At the moment...

He obvoiusly doesn't realize your real worth & true value.

He screwed up

Made a mistake in letting you go.

He gave up too easily when he shouldn't have.

He was weak when you needed him to carry-on.

Needed you to be helpless and always by this side in order for him to feel his strength as a man...



Through it all you've been close to being perfect.

You'll be the girl that he'd always wonder about...

He'll think of you when he lies wide awake late at night.

Be Grateful.

Have you ever thought of looking for that someone who would complete your existence?

Someone who could make you feel whole...

Someone who would make everything right...I

f you're with that someone right now,be grateful...

If you've just broken up with someone...

Don't be depressed!

Be thankful that you've met them,

be thankful that you even had them, and be thankful that you've loved.

"Its just that your love is meant for someone else now".

Grieve briefly then time to move on.. Really!

You need to be happy that you're not wasting any more of your precious time with the wrong person.. Its a blessing..

With every break up you should start becoming friends with the idea "You should never look for someone to complete you. A healthy relationship consists of two whole individuals."

a new beginning...

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